Within a 1 km radius

Whenever there is something that I have to do, often boring but not necessarily - in any case forcibly to deal with sooner than later - I can’t seem to stop procrastinating. The later I get, the more I postpone. Sometimes I wonder if I am not simply boycotting myself in order to install some heavy drama; I'm very gifted at thriving in such an atmosphere. Someone once asked me if it is possible that I won’t try to do some of the things I want to on time, so that I won’t risk failing at it for any other reason than lack of time when I finally do. Too big to even try... just doesn’t apply to general ongoing life’s administration.

Today the calendar was free specifically to take care of much needed paperwork including opening scary official letters in bureaucratic German. I decided to go downstairs for an inspiring coffee and fresh air on my sleepy face just before start facing it; but I also took the camera to photograph the snow on the bee meadow before it changes and then I remembered that I also wanted to get a picture of a red heart of glitter that I’ve seen a couple of hours before on the pavement, some 200 meters away from the building’s front door. Of course I ended up walking in circles all around the block taking photographs till I was freezing. I had left with no gloves or jumper under the coat as if I really didn’t know it at all, that it would be much more than a five minutes coffee break at the patio. Self-deception could be fun if not so stupid.

Now tragedy is about to be happening if I can’t focus in no time, so I am expecting great things for tomorrow. I hope I haven't caught a cold.

snow on 🐝 meadow 

don't mess up our future

 red heart of glitter 

cosmonaut, stop

 cosmonaut, go

old lady walking with cane, hijab and mask by the buildings  

 men holding the void

tears, camera, action

 2nd class tears